Paths of Life

In the junction of life,there are many choices given and decisions need to be made.Not easy at all.One step will lead you to another chapter of stories.You might not surprise with the result,it either be a happy ending or an ending that you might regret why you took that step.

When a bunch of choices are given,you will start to compare it with what you currently having.Some people will choose the better one of course,some will stand in the point of origin and stay comfortable with the old and memorable one.

When that is the time for us to make a decision,this is the hardest time.Do not dare to step out the comfort zone,yet want to try something fresh.And here comes the Dilemma.If you already have the map in your mind,why not you follow the direction?If one insists to follow the direction without the ability to adapt the constraints,and what is the point?

No one can say firmly that the decision they made is accurate.After all is depend on how we adapt to the decision we made no matter how critical it would be.Career,future and love are all depend on how we adapt to them.Nothing relate to what is so called wise choice.Your wise choice could be others' wrong choice and vise versa.Because this is the path of life we need to go through.

Why would you want to compare your decision with others or follow how others decide? You are the only one can discover the best life path for yourself.

“You never know what's around the corner. It could be everything. Or it could be nothing. You keep putting one foot in front of the other, and then one day you look back and you've climbed a mountain.”
― Tom Hiddleston

Bye Year 4 Sem 1~

Time flies,bye Year 4 Semester 1.My year 4 semester 1 is officially ended yesterday after the result is released.Well,I'm satisfied with my result but at the same time disappointed for one of the subjects.sobs.Whatever~Glad that I'm walking through this far,because there is one long semester left and if it's smooth I will be graduating on next year May.I'm excited that going to graduate soon yet kinda not willing to leave my uni life.Many things,people and memories that I do not wish to kiss-goodbye.But then the moment still will come in some other days...

I think y4s1 is the moment I enjoyed the most in my uni life.There is no free time for us to slack.Worked hard and played hard at the same time.Although this is a very tough and busy semester, but I heart this type of life the most.May be I'm a work freak who prefer busy than relax!haha!

Well now is time for me to relax, I'm having 3 months holiday now! Happy/Boring? I will not let myself getting boring,almost everyday I will brainstorm some ideas how to spend my free time.If at taiping,I will be busy going out all the time and no need think what I going to do next.how nice~Teehee~Instead to slack at home,I think I should have go try something that I should do in my uni life.

Well,back to reality..Actually I think I can't fully enjoy my holiday at taiping because I'm still bonded to some stuffs that I need to settle in KL like fyp,competition and etc.People out there please date me in this three months time!I wana fully "utilize" my holiday instead of with those academic stuffs~

Glanced through my facebook recently and found out that now is the graduation season~Congratulations to all!Looking forward to the last two weeks of October,because I'm going to attend my besties' and bros' graduation ceremony,thanks for the invitation~I will be there!and another week is my cousin's wedding~I can feel the happiness now,"tumpang" happy!

Please have faith to yourself

A heartbroken news came to me last few days that my favourite lecturer who teach me plant design I is leaving soon.He will be transferred to Kampar Campus starting from next month.This news shocked most of chemical engineer students and we're going to appeal for postponement of his transfer.Quite sad when heard of this news,because he is a very dedicated lecturer who sacrificed a lot for us.He also has some upcoming plans for us in plant design II.Yet,he is my supervisor for final year project too.Really wish to show him and demonstrate in front of him if we successfully build up the FYP module.

Well,this is part of life,life always doesn't goes as smooth as we want.But,I have faith on us,I have faith on him.We can make through this obstacle together.

Just get to know that I'm one of the frontline topics among coursemates recently due to some issues.Thanks for most of you who are having faith on me and thought that I'm the innocent party.I know most of you are curious and concern about what had happened.Thanks for the concern,I appreciated that.Btw,I still wish to keep silent and no story will be told.

Sometimes,when there are some issues pop out,we get used to blame who is the wrong one and side on who is the right one.We are adult now,we should solve it in adult sort of ways.Well,I believed there are always some significant factors that cause things to happen.I do not dare to voice out loudly that I'm the right one,because no one is perfect in this world!*I could be the very evil one and disappoint you guys!hehehe*

Human out there,what you should do when you're facing such situations?In my perception,I will treat it with a "normal heart",because you will feel happier~!Try to do something to make your life more meaningful yet colourful instead of stuck yourself in a small matter~

p/s:this post is also specially dedicated to a friend who just left m'sia and went to singapore for work.a warm remind here,dear buddy,really hope that you should have faith on yourself,you will get a better life over there and forget the past~wish you stay happily always ya!

and thanks for those who always having faith on me,I'm quite touched when I heard from a friend of mine telling me who who who and who saying that I'm very nice,actually you guys gave me the courage to believe in myself. T.T

Please hear my prayer...

Dear god,

Please hear my prayer,hear my wishes and hear my voice.

Please let him pass this obstacle....

Fears and worries,please go away..

I'm willing to give you all my luck to help you cross this obstacles..

Amitaba....

The soon-to-be Malaysia's Pandas~

Look!these two little cute pandas from china are "migrating" to M'sia soon.Get to know about this news through online newspaper.Well,why these two cute little thingy are coming to M'sia?As I read from the news,it's because for the celebration of 40th anniversary of the diplomatic relationship between China and M'sia.This news might bring a big excitement to those panda fans at the same time some of the people disagree with this action.These pandas will migrate to M'sia in one year time from now on and will be loaned here for 10 years.What was funny is my friends told me that they feel the pandas might be shifting to Zoo Taiping.LOL.Friends,wake up!don't dream anymore.They will be going Wetland Park in Putrajaya,ok?haha.Not an easy task to move a panda from milestone away,I just wish that these two cuties can really adapt well in this extremely new environment and live healthily~If there is a chance,I also wish to pay you two a visit~hehe.Our PM was asking for suggestions to name these two cuties in his official fb page,can I suggest Paul and Paula?LOL~because I really love the 3F-fleshy, funny and furry Paul in kungfu Panda!♥

Paul and Paula wish to see you soon,Abientot!

Make a wish

Happy birthday to me.Clock strike 12,5th of July is my birthday and I'm officially 2+2 right now.Feeling very sweet right now,want to thanks for the surprises prepared by my loved one and my friends.Although very happy,but not to forget to pay my greatest appreciation and thanks to my beloved mum for giving birth of me on this very special day.Thanks for the wishes from people at different places different countries.Love ya all~

*Make a wish here for me for my family for my loved one for my friends and for the world*

p/s: not every child like us will have the moment of blowing candles and making a wish.while we celebrating,there are still many people around the world still suffering and having a difficult life.So I do appreciate every chance for blowing candles and making a wish.A wish of mine-peaceful world please.

Fruitful weekend

What a fruitful weekend I had last week.Went back hometown for 5 days 4 nights,thanks for Moisure Yeoh for canceling the class and giving me this "long" break.Thursday I already reached home and really had a well rest.On that night,parents brought me to the place that full of my favourite food.They said last sem break I don't have the chance to taste them and this is the first place they wanted to bring me out~owwwhhh,so sweet.These are the favourite food of mine~

char koay teow and chee cheong fun~

fried jawa noodles~

After having our dinner,as usual we will go shopping in taiping sentral.We brought our little prince go buy his first pair of contact lens.He needs it for his camping assessment.Later on,we back home earlier for our mahjong "lami" game!My brother tried his contact lens at that time too,mum and I standing beside to watch him put on the lens.We were laughing all the way and made him feel so stress and sweat a lot.LOL.

On that night,I get a call from my kampar besty.She said she is coming to taiping for the politics debate.What a coincident I at taiping too,so I offered her to come over to stay in my house.The last time I met her was the time I backpacked to Kedah and overnight at her house.So excited to know that she is coming to taiping.

The next day,Friday was the day I full of appointments.In the morning,I went pasar to yum cha with my mum,bro and aunt.Noon,mum cooked me my favourite salty vege taufu soup.Well,I just took small portion and went out again to have lunch with my internship colleagues.Time flies,almost 8 months do not meet up with them.The great news is my supervisor is pregnant and the little princess is coming out on July!I was shocked that I have left the company for so long and things are changing so fast,but luckily my colleagues still the same,still care me like a princess too.

This is my pretty supervisor and her little princess inside her womb!She lets me touch her stomach,it's so round and big.Very amazing.Hope to hear from her good news on July!I told her July baby will be very cute like me :p

Around 4pm,my kampar besty has arrived.She brought a friend here too.She went to Zoo Taiping with her friend first and later on I only meet her up.Very hot weather that day,so I would definitely bring her go eat "Ice Mountain" first."Ice Mountain" is quite well known in taiping.If go for "Ice Mountain",of course must try the "Fishballs Char Kuey Teow" too!

tadaa~my besty and her friend with their different flavor of "Ice Mountain" and the Char Kuey Teow!

Shin yee~

At night, we went to a heritage hall for the politicians debate.The debate was awesome and very stimulated."Boooo" sounds were raised and down during the debate.Everyone seems so excited in that debate.The debators are 翁诗杰 and 倪克敏.倪克敏 is well know in south areas like penang and taiping.He is the idol of my friends and my family too.Well,I adore him because of his talented speaking skill.Ok,cannot comment for the debate's content too much here(for safety purpose!)

Mum and brother also came for the debate, after the debate ends, we went to "Siang Malam" for supper!This is the famous place for taipingites to spend their night here with family and friends.So I must bring my friends go there too!

This is the only dim sum stall open at night in taiping~

most of my taiping friends will order chee cheong fun when they come here.One of the fast selling foods there.so it's a must to try!

A bit disappointed that my "claypot yee mee" sold off.It's another fast selling food.I love the yee mee so much!Sad...

On Saturday morning, shin yee departed from taiping back to kampar.Saturday is the day for rice dumpling festival.Before they back,for sure they must eat a rice dumpling from taiping first.They complimented that the rice dumpling is super nice and very big portion.Later on,my mum brought them a few rice dumpling and let them bring back to kampar.They said my mum was just so sweet!

tadaa~the rice dumpling that I ate for more than 10 years~Still tasty as usual!

See how much my mum bought~of course not all for us~

Right after shin yee back,Penang here I go!At last I went there for the Penang Food Trip with my brothers after some planning with them.All I can said about this trip is FOODSSSSS~Let's the pictures speak for me~

Once arrived in Butterworth, cc brought us to Chai Leng park for the "Kuey Teow Soup" at restaurant 好煮意.I love the "Kuey Teow" and "Chicken" so much~

I ate "Dried Kuey Teow".nice!

The steamed chicken *Slurp*

Then went to Queensbay mall to meet up with hs!Then the real food journey started.Hs be the tour guide and brought us to different places to taste on different foods!

fried oyster @ new world park!my favourite!

Rojak!

Banana pancake!

Lok Bak!

TeoChew Chendol~

posing with chendol~

The salted prawn!super delicious and freshy!

eating seafood near the seaside~

see~how sweet~

another sweet one!

come to seaside,single one also need to take a pic of course~

@ Straits Quay~

We love charlie browns~

Straits Quay dock~

wee~

western food dinner @ james foo restaurant 

my set~fish+chicken!very yummy and economical!

tired+hungry face!

This trip was supposed to be day trip,well congrats to my brothers for successfully persuaded me to stay one night in penang.Where I stay?hahaha.I stayed at my besty's house-Miss Wan Chin~Wan chin joined us at night and all of us shared ghost story near the seaside.So creepy.

here is the place we shared ghost story~

Wan chin's parent was so nice,they fetch us go back to butterworth the next morning to let us have breakfast with my brothers.cc suggested us to eat dim sum for breakfast.The dim sum were really nice and economical.So we ordered a lot and finished up all.hehe.all of us seems like a hungry ghost.

See~how much we ordered and this is the first round.hehe.

After that,cc they all fetched me to bus station and I went back to my sweet sweet home.Quite guilty because this weekend I did not spend much time with family.So left Sunday and Monday,then I fully utilized these two days with my family.

Although quite tired for that weekend, but it's worth enough to spend some moments with my family and friends.Good news!next weekend I'm going to back to taiping again and celebrate my important day with family!Mum booked ice cream cake for me,so excited!Stay tune.

p/s: I'm so tired recently because of loads of assignments and quizzes.Squeezed out some time to scribble here.Have to stop here and back to my reality life.Abientôt~

The 4th week

Time flies, this is the forth week of my current semester.This semester is quite different with previous one,because the first week we have quizzes and assignments.So far we already handed few assignments and quizzes.The lecturer wished to train us as a REAL engineer indeed.Well,I like this kind of teaching way.Good for our future.Not to mention about the boring one,an interesting subject enlighten my days.That is-French Language Class.That is the matter of the lecturer who made the class as interesting as he could.The way he teaches us just make us laugh our ass out.We could just laugh in the class for 5 hours.sir,it's really tiring,but I LIKE it~Wish to share this funny experience with my siao zhar bos, bros and ji muis when we meet.

What I have learnt in the first class of french?I learnt something useful to scold people~hahaha!

"Le Nul-The SXhaX(tuuuuu~guess it yourself!)"

Don't misunderstood that I only remember those bad words~I can now introduce myself in french.

"Bonjour.Je m'applle Suzan.J'ai vingt deux ans.Je suis étudiant à l'université Utar.J'habite à Taiping.Enchante~"

These sentences mean "Hi,my name is Suzan.I'm 22 years old.I'm the student from Utar and I live in Taiping.Nice to meet you!"

Other than that,I learnt about French cuisine.and I had try today!Super duper like it~

crème brûlée

There are a lot more I learnt,but when there is a chance will share it here~Stay tune.Aurevoir!

This week going back to meet my family and celebrate the rice dumpling festival with them~Fighting for the coming weeks,my friends and me!

懂了

有时候，不懂总好过懂
你懂了太多，你的责任会很大
有时候，不讲总好过讲
你讲了太多，你就会惹祸上身
就不知什么原因，要让我懂酱多残酷的事实
我懂了，我选择不说，我选择逃避
不是我不理，而是我没能力去理会了
耍心机，对不起，我不想
假惺惺，对不起，我不会
一切归于零的时候
对大家都好嘛~
我还是比较喜欢没心机的朋友们
想讲什么就讲，不用顾虑太多
应该是我不适合你们吧
我也要赞赞我自己
因为我抽离了，因为我为自己做了个决定
懂我的人，给了我最大的支持
爱我的人，给了我最大的关心
我想，我看开了。

Graduation Trip

In your university life, the curtain falls when your graduation trip comes to an end.This is the moment when all of us reluctant to part.Why I'm being so sentimental when talking about this?I'm not graduating yet right~yup,it's not my turn yet,it's next year and my graduation trip supposedly to be next year too.

My seniors from Mechanical Engineering(ME) are graduating and they're going to Lang Tengah for their graduation trip.I'm the special guest that they have invited.hehe.After few times they persuaded and threatened me,at last they succeeded!And I'm so excited waiting for the day to come.At the same time,I don't wish the day to come so soon too~I know that it will be the time to say goodbye.

The night before Lang Tengah trip, there was a small gathering for ME gangs organized by Hon Sern~It's BBQ night~Ooopss~I'm not the ME,again I was invited for this gathering.I had so much fun with this bunch of crazy ME guys!Another sweet memories they left for me.

BBQ night :

Have to thanks this main chef!The chicken wings prepared by him were really yummilicious~

A watermelon need to be cut by so many people?They were actually cutting and eating the watermelon at the same time *me too* =P

*nom nom*

Group pictures!

The next day is finally arrived!Packing this and that, exciting here and there~Woohoo~May be get too excited all the way,I just could barely have a nap.But I'm still very energetic~Can feel the joyous atmosphere in the bus because laughter and chit chat were all around.After 8 hours journey,finally we reached Terengganu!Oh my,my butt flattened after so many hours.

Had our breakfast in Chinatown Terengganu before heading to Merang Jetty.

you see my boo~his eyes can't open fully.haha!

Terengganu famous food- Keropok Lekor~

After satisfied our stomach,Lang Tengah here we come!Had one hour journey from jetty to the island.We really enjoyed the sea water splashing on our face, the speeding of the boat and the windy atmosphere while we were travelling to the island.Of course, we captured this beautiful moment too!

Finally we are here!While waiting boo to take my luggage,we took some pictures first.hehe.

After we collected our luggage,we quickly dumped our luggage inside the room and run towards the beach.The first activity we had was ice breaking.The organizer wanted us to break the ice between us and get to know everyone's name.Everyone in this trip was very friendly.

saw the only girl there?yup,is me.

being thrown into the sea by my GOOD brothers~

SEE! this is how those monkeys ice breaking~I was one of the victims being thrown into the sea and swallowed a mouthful of sea water.Yucks!so salty~

Around 12pm,it's time for lunch.All of us back to the cafeteria to have our lunch.Right after lunch,the four monkeys dragged me to seaside to train me on snorkeling.I was very touched that time,because they knew I was very worried because this was the first time I'm gonna snorkel in the deep blue sea.Before the "real" snorkeling session, I managed to gain water confidence with the help from my monkeys.

This is the pic we took before they dragged me to the seaside~

*can't smile happily because I was very nervous that time =|*

Some pictures taken after I gained water confidence~felt so happy that time!thanks my dear monkeys~Aren't they cute?

These three monkeys are my beloved~

Last session of snorkeling, at last I brave enough to jump into the deep blue sea~wee~

The most exciting moment of course is snorkeling session!We had two days snorkeling sessions and we went to different places to snorkel.The moment I look into the deep blue sea,wow!I saw the beauty of the sea and sea creatures.It was so amazing,the feeling is indescribable~but I think I really get too excited,when I saw some special fishes I keep on wow!and tried to "talk" to my monkeys in the sea~LOL.and this made me swallowed a lot of sea water.yucks!so embarrassed ~Thanks to my monkeys again,because for first snorkeling session,they hold my hands and guided all the way.At last, I managed to snorkel by myself for the second session and I really fell in love with snorkeling.When we threw the bread slices towards the crowd of fishes,you will definitely get a shock when you saw the fishes flow towards the same direction to get the bread slices.Some of them get bitten by the fishes when holding the bread slice.After I heard,sorry I was chicken out and faster threw away the bread slice.Such a coward!

We enriched our night time with "Killer" game and some card games.I played the "Killer" game since I was in foundation.So I'm a pro cheater~LOL.Well,this game get so stimulated when it involved more than 10 persons~Of course those who lose in these games had some punishment.Let's see how we played!

Games started~

Don't say out the number of your own card,else you will be punished!

The inspector in grey shirt on the left hand side was investigating.We all salute to him because he really has the potential to be inspector,because he can investigate who is the killer accurately and persuaded others to believe him!

On the last night,more people joined in and we really had fun!

Wow,mr handsome and mrs handsome were punished together.Aww~so sweet!

Oppss..I was punished with my dear gor~This was the funniest game.The game is like this: everyone owes a card and cannot see what card you having, whoever say out the number of your own card, you are the loser! and they want this game to continue for two rounds so that we have two loser to be punished at the same time .If anyone forgot the rules, and throw the card right after the first round ends,he will automatically get punished too!This is exactly what happened to my dear gor, because supposedly I was the only one should be punished,well,my gor get too excited and threw his card right after I said out my number~Too bad,he had to be punished together~

If really want to blog the moments in Lang Tengah,I think I have few pages stories to tell..I was the photographer there and not much of my own picture but I captured every happy moments there.Let the pictures speak for me.

nice view~

limpid sea water view~

Love U U~

My kor and I

My Boo and I

My Gor and I~

jungle trekking on the second day~

see what we found?I also don't know what is that!

The sweet couple~

group picture!

boys version~

girls version~

The most interesting part was the moment that we were searching for "blue sand" at night.I did not believe at the beginning until I saw it myself.It was really amazing,you can blue light blinking everywhere.Like a star on the sky.I love it so much.

oopss..I blocked the "PUL", it is Pulau Lang Tengah.We were staying here,Redang Lang.

Our room looks like this.

Boo stole my sunglasses and pose with it! 

Sun bathing~woohoo~

This is the picture I love the most.Memories stop at this second.

Played sand castle with Marilyn-the organizer and my monkeys~They are lousy in playing sand castle!

volleyball is a must in beach!

sunset..so nice

evening view of Lang Tengah

At last,bought a batik cloth to wear after being persuaded by my monkeys~

time to go back.sobs..

before back,capture this sweet moment~

stopped at kemaman,kuantan to eat seafood!this is the famous stuff crab there~

This is the 3D2N graduation trip I had.I think this is the happiest moment I have in my 5 years uni life.May be I don't have a graduation trip with my own course mates but I think this trip is enough to put a full stop for the happy ending I wished.Touched is all I can describe.Specially thanks to Cheu Chyong, Jerard, Soon Meng, Hon Sern and all the ME guys for giving me such a memorable moment.See ya in your graduation ceremony~

p/s: Something you should know and shouldn't miss out when you go to beach!

What is blue sand?

Bioluminescent Ostracods (also know as Firefleas/Sea firefly) found at front beach. The guide call as blue sand. Ostracods are microscopic crustaceans, typically 0.2mm to 2mm long but are readily fossilised and can occur in enormous numbers in some sediments. Ostracods inhabit in aquatic environment use bioluminescence during mating where the males will attract females to them. Males ostracods flash in a sequence as they swim to attract females. Bioluminescence is blue colour because all colors of light do not transmit equally through ocean water, so if the purpose of bioluminescence is to provide a signal that is detected by other organisms, then it is important that the light be transmitted through seawater. Blue light transmits best through seawater.