hOme SwEeT HoMe

Yesterday nite around 8 something,I arrived Taiping-my lovely hometown.Along the journey, I have been chit-chating with Lin Huey.We have talked about 4 hours++..nonstop!oh my god..talk until we felt very thirsty..haha..We shared a lot of experiences in our life,the difficulties we faced in study and so on..It was very fun to chat with her since she is a bubbly girl.Our laughter surrounded the bus and felt so sorry to the other passengers because of the disturbance.Hehe.At last,I felt very happy after telling out how i felt.Thanks Lin Huey for listening to my problem and taught me a lot of things.Good luck to you too~~

After came back home, parents brought me to eat tasty food.I felt so warm because they are the person who care me the most.Everytime I came back,they sure bring me go eat my favourite food.Thanks mummy and dad.I appreciate a lot.

After dinner, we went back home.I like the feeling being at home as if away from every worries and fears,felt so protected.Love my bed so much.Love my room so much,always clean and tidy.

If possible,really don't want to go back KL already, away from hustle and bustle of the city,away from those problems,away from what I am avoiding now.Thanks mummy for listening to my complaints and problems, she taught me a lot and I hope I can solve it myself instead.

Today,I have a full schedule.Morning, me,dad and mummy went for breakfast.Then have to follow dad go to bank to do some stuff.After that,followed mummy went here and there de.At noon,my sis was back,but have to bring her go see doctor>.<..haha..then we have high tea at a new cafe-LA PROMISE cafe~~not bad la the food~

grilled chicken chop with butter rice~nice leh!that rice similar baked rice..banana split..our childhood memory..my sis ordered..last time when I was small,parents always bring us go eat..haha

mummy and sis enjoying their meal..hehe^^

At nite,after dinner..my sis and I planned to watch Harry Potter at taiping sentral,but we have another activity which my parents more interested.At last,we end up following parent to attend a talk ..It was a quite meaningful talk and do have some touching part which awake people fight for justice..

After a full-time schedule,we arrived home around 12 midnite.Haha.I tried to do some homework,however because of the tiredness,I felt asleep..ZZzZzz..

Being a successful housewife..

Today,wasted a lot of time in campus.I don't know why lecturers in UTAR can be such irresponsible.Our gang so guai went for fluid mechanics lecture,however the lecturer did not turn up and yet there is no announcement about class cancellation.Students in lecture hall have been waiting for more than half an hour,at last all went out with a disappointed look.Ya, may be the lecturer got any emergency,but at least let us know that class is cancelled.Well, there is no any action taken.This case still forgivable.After fluid class,I still can't go back yet.I have to meet my advisor.He told me that he is free from 1.40-3.00pm..What had happened?I have been waiting him from 12.30pm till 2pm,at last what is going on??I asked the clerk and she just gave me a good answer saying that "He out for lunch o..after 1 and a half hour only will back.."..stupid..want me go meet him somemore want me to wait so long..my patient really challenged by him..I fed up and I felt so guilty want huan hern accompany me to wait that IRRESPONSIBLE lecturer..At last,we went back together with chee aun and mook yen by taxi.

Suddenly,feel like cooking today.haha.Huan hern and I stopped at LRT there and walked to Jusco.We two seems like "aunty and uncle" went to the wet market in Jusco to buy food stuff.It is quite fun actually~


so many aunties and uncles buying vege la..fish la..chicken la..we two also..haha

tadaa~one full basket of food stuff..we two wondering how much we going to pay for this..fortunately,quite cheap actually..me,hour pein and huan hern,we 3 are sharing this for two meals..1 person will only have to pay around rm7++..happy^^

After our shopping,it is so heavy to carry this whole stuff.So, have to go back home by taxi..After reached home,sleep a while,around 6pm,we started our cooking session.haha.me and huan hern only cooking,because hour pein have to work,very tiring for him..While cooking,we two were messed up..but luckily..our dinner was successfully prepared.

got vege,got chicken,got egg,and also soup..a really "home-feeling" dinner..(the pic is snapped halfway..because too hungry..haha..some food missing)

so tiring after the dinner..haiz..gonna rush my review later on..gambateh~~

where is my sweetest smile..

where is my sweetest smile?
where has it lost?
since when it lost?
why will it lost?

I don't know where my smile has lost..
It might lost in nowhere..
I just know it lost after I come to Setapak..
It lost because I never feel happy ever since I first step in Setapak..

A girl who used to smile and laugh a lot..
I couldn't see again..
I saw a sad and lonely shadow from her back..
Wondering who stole her smile and happiness..

Tears rolling down non-stop..
Fears surround her all the time..
Sadness follow her all the way..
Depression make her can't breathe well..

No one knows her true feeling..
She used to hide her feeling instead of telling out..
She like to share things with others..
but not her feelings..

She is so fake now..
A fake smile..
A fake expression..
A fake life..

When will she back to normal..
no one knows..
How to make back to her real life..
no one could help other than herself..

Be tough is her courage..
Be happy is her reminder..
Accept things with an open heart is what she should do..
Look at the bright future is a must for her..

SeCond Round-KFC at Genting Klang~

17th July 2009

Yesterday, during break time, we all whole gang went to library.While chit-chatting, elvis suddenly explored somethings looks great~It is an advertisement for KFC.Wow~new meals coming out again.haha.we were so excited after get to know that the price for 1 set is rm5.90 only.haha.saliva all came out from our mouth especially after we saw the cheezy chickaroni.me n tracy expecially wanted to try this meal so much.Then all of sudden, tracy suggested that we must find one day to try it.All of us agreed.

Just right after we finished our last class, tracy told me why don't we go KFC tomorrow??wow..so efficient har..at a short moment, we spreaded this news to our gang d.and for this time, we planned to wear different colours shirts.

Today, after we finished our FLUID exam, we fast fast cabut and go to KFC, which is located in Genting Klang.We have our enjoyful lunch there too~

of course,we won't left out such memorable moment,so we took some pictures too~
tracy fetch us go KFC lo~


curi snap..hehe..y alvon look so depressed???haaha


yer, i look so ugly..dun like~but this pic is colourful leh~

we ss-ing in tracy's car..haha

my chickaroni..they said seems like being cheated based on the advertisement..haha..okla..the taste..not bad~

How nice~an enjoyable lunch again~

eNjoyFul LunCh at MCd, juSco~

14th July 2009

Today, there was a 5 hours break in between our timetable due to the cancellation of Thermo class.What are we going to do during this long long break?studying?nono..At last, my gang came out with some good ideas.haha.we planned to spend our break time by having our lunch in MCd the day before~We somemore pakat to wear black shirts on that day.haha.When the day comes, after the maths class was ended, we were like a loafer, don't know where to move on because we need to wait till 12pm only can go to MCd for the McValue Lunch.haha.Without wasting our "precious" time, we walked to reading room to do some revision.So guai la we all.hahahaha.

30 minutes to 12pm lo!Let's go~then we faster faster go grab 2 taxi, then moved forward to the MCd located in jusco.

We bought our lunch sharp at 12 o'clock..A great lunch we have had today, chit-chat all around, teasing each other, crapping non-stop, kap ppl n criticise ppl(open leg big big)!haha..thanks for spending time together,guys~

Here are some funny yet cute pics from us~



elvis,chee yan,huan hern,alvon,tracy n me^^

we take some group pictures also~



ss pictures with lenglui tracy!



I enjoyed my MC chicken so much!!see my expression~haha

A happy moment with my family in seaside

22nd May 2009

A wonderful day with my family.At noon, after my dad came back from work, we straight away started our journey to Penang~The main purpose going to Penang is to fetch my sister back Taiping, because she was having her last paper exam on that day. After 1 hour journey, we reached my sister college, we met her and proceed to her hostel. After finished packing, we started to decide where to go to enjoy our dinner. At last, my sister brought us to the food stalls near seaside.WOW~I love that place, because there is a seaside over there. A couple of minutes, we reached there. We ordered different types of food~~



Oh my god..so many delicious food..all my favorites leh~
gt fried oyster la..lok lok la..shark fin soup la..ice kacang la..wan tan mee la..and so on..
but we sweat non-stop..because the weather was so hot and the place was so crowded..
After finish eating, we already become dirty cat..haha
Before we went home, I suggested that to go to the seaside there.We took some pictures there.The seaside is no longer as beautiful as last time after stroked by the tsunami. :(




sunset near the seaside..nice...




my cutie mummy posing~dad "man" posing~brother trying to run,don't want let me snap his pic~lenglui sister posing~and the last one is me^^

Around 8 something, we went back to Taiping.22nd May is my sister birthday.After we arrived Taiping, we went to tesco to buy a cake for my sister.At last, she chose her favourite cake-cuppucino flavor.We have a small celebration with her.Although small celebration, I think she was happy enough for all the fun she have had today.Happy birthday sis^^wish you all the best in your bright future and pass your exam paper with flying colours~

The next transition of my life-Degree life

One glimpse of eyes, I have already been in my degree life for the 6th week.The past 6th weeks..were a mixture of tears and happiness.why have tears?because of me myself, studies and the environment..suzan not that tough actually..the new environment here made me felt stress without reason..the subjects I am taking made me felt so tension because they are tough enough to make me mad..haha..I try to convince myself just take it easily and learn whatever I should learn..think positively..be strong..what so ever..through this self-inspiration, it worked in some ways..but thanks to my family who support me a lot and of course "you"..thanks for being my loyal listener..It is a weird feeling when I come over Setapak..felt lonely..without a good reason..though actually I have friends around me..weird feeling from weird suzan..haha..soon and later..I'm getting better and I found my happiness again..because I have met you guys..

The first gang I have in UTAR,Setapak now is-
elvis,seong han,chee yan and josh
they are so funny and at last we formed a ff(fei & funny) group for experiments..
so far we have done 4 experiments..and every experiment..we had a fun day..although tired..

The second gang formed lately is-
elvis,alvon,tracy,fong lii,josh,ken,chee yan..
this is a great gang..when first join CL group 2..everyone seems shy shy..well,at last all the pattern come out at week 6..so caus of this kind of "fei" pattern, our friendship bond formed.hope more and more classmates can join in us..thanks to jia hao for forming msn group chat which allow us to know each other well in the groupchat through our conversation..
i really do hope this frienship will last forever..

This is life..when you feel alone..please raise your head up and look around..there are friends around who giving you a warm smile^^